is this PTSD?
its annoying getting reminded of my past i just want to move on from all of that i dont want anything to do with it anymore everytime someone mentioned it the thoughts keep lingering in my mind is it okay if i cut my contacts away? just run away from my past? people say embrace your past fuck that shit i made a mistake in the past and i dont want to be reminded of it everyone's already over it but im not everytime my brain already forget about it something/someone gotta remind it is it too much to ask to not talk about it? i had a dream the worst possible nightmare that i could imagine just remembering it makes me want to vomit my insides out i hate that view i dont want to be reminded of it just please let me go i had so many memories with them but i want to start a new life just because of one person i had to abandon a few dozens of my friends? the remorse, the condemnation, the guilt just straight up killing me slowly i think the healthiest way to face this is...